yay yay yay.. got new blogskin le.. all thanks to sylvia! haha! so happy.. really fits my feelings and emotions this year.. hmm hmm..
got to update! hmm.. really busy lar.. for like 2-3 months haven't walk side gate yet lehx.. humph! dunno next monday will not.. then homework is okay lar.. but there's really projects and projects.. i dunno why but i had always enjoyed band practices.. maybe cos i can play bah.. then i can enjoy the music.. :)) for band mates who can't play right, must jia you and buck up!! :)) our next upcoming performance is band fiesta held at plaza singapura!! wee hee! that's one of my fav shopping mall!! the yamaha store there got lots of band instru like trumpet, clarinet, oboe, flute, saxophone etc. cool cool.. went there with trumpet section before.. hee.. fun.. can't wait.. though it's like in july?
our class blog so cool man.. :)) but too bad out of the many photos there.. none got my face.. hee.. i really seldom take class photo.. dunno why.. not really very participative in class lar.. either when they take photos that time, i got duty, or got some things on bah.. as i said, last year in the same class le.. really gonna miss the memories there.. hai.. though still got like 10 months.. but time FLIES.. scared that before i really can be more participative in class activities, it'll be too late le.. hmm.. sad..
i really hope to take a long break.. get away from the busy environment for once.. take time to relax.. not think so much.. if things really went as what i wanted, i'll be the happiest person on earth then.. things really went real far from what i expected.. the rings are too heavy for my shoulders to carry.. responsibilities are too big.. sacrifices are too much.. i'm not the xueqiang i was anymore.. but i want to go back to my own and REAL self. i really changed too much le.. and i can't take it anymore.. i really can't endure and persevere le.. i will fall anytime..
disintegrate;
vanish;
forgotten.