haha.. i'm so bored recently.. hai.. sian.. lalala..

and i'm recently addicted to making logos! muahahaha! take a peek:

muahahaha~ cool right? heex!! and of course, this is my name!! haha.. i'm getting lame.. woots! it's so darn cool!! wee hee!

and this is of course for my beloved sec 1 class.. cos i took 1F during their orientation.. hee! how cute can they be? calling themselves 1Fantastic Freak.. heex.. though i kinda gave them the idea.. muahahaha! i specially made this logo for them so that they can put it up on their notice board.. 1F jiayou wor! :))

and this logo is definitely made for my one and only class >> 2i! hee! nothing much to say lar.. just hope that i got more commitments and contributions to my class.. this is gonna be the last year.. sad.. after 2006, everything vanishes.. but the memory remains.. hai.. 2i jiayou..

muahaha.. last but not least.. it's my 2nd family, PA!! woohoo~ hmm.. 2nd year in PA le.. but still think i'm not putting my best foot into it.. i'm facing many problems this year.. haish.. but i really must learn to give and take.. hmm.. maybe i mustn't be too selfish.. i should just let go.. and just let her have freedom.. sylvia, hope u see this.. i'll not force u lar.. and i'll not be selfish either.. just do as u wish ba.. i'll be okay de.. hmm.. jiayou no matter what.. :))

heex.. logosLOGOSlogosLOGOS.. muahahahaha.. hmm.. hope to make more next time! if u wan horx.. can also ask me to make lar.. FOC de.. haha! but must see if i got time worx.. lalala.. go pack bag for tml le.. and btw, i bought a new bag! woots! :))

oh yar.. can vote which one u like best in the tagboard too!! heex! must vote horx!

BYE

this post is gonna be about our pa dinner! cos sylvia uploaded the pics.. :))

well, BAL actually treated us pa to dinner? like $10 per person and it's like there are 14 people so $140 altogether lar.. heehee.. he sure pok le.. the good thing is he didn't went with us to the dinner! :)

i know the words are a bit blur.. it's like while on our way to alexandra village, we caught the bus stop lifting up in mid-air in action! look carefully! cool right? haha, u never get to see these scenes in ur lifetime worx.. :) haha.. they apparently 'up-rooted' the whole bus stop lar.. hee.. i know u must be amazed now! ;)

after eating, we played the game murderer.. then i was explaining to them how to kill by squeezing the person's hands.. then i dunno who went to snap a pic la.. then i had this very spastic look.. argh! and everyone is like looking at me with this 'what da hell is xueqiang doing?' look.. haha.. xP but the game of murderer is fun! i love to be murderer! but i laugh to much.. xP then the rest will know what i'm up to le.. hee

then after eating, we took more pics of course! level by level and as a pa! take a careful look at this pic, squint ur eyes if possible.. i'm just a total failure.. i look like a pig la.. one thing is cos leon kept squeezing my face.. then all the fats just got squeezed out.. and chern yi look spastic too.. i dunno where he looking at lar.. mayb at someone chio? xP then sylvia look like she's gonna murder us.. her smile is a little evil i must say.. and her eyes look sly? haha.. *looks at pic again* i'm a total failure! :(

i've tried my best.. will you not leave?
i really want you to stay..
at least when i'm helpless, and out numbered, i have you to turn to..
if u really just leave and leave me behind, i'll just turn to nothing..
my presense is of no value..
i'll just turn to ash, and not be known..
i'll be out numbered.. and i can't turn to anyone when i'm helpless..
for my sake, will u not leave?
there's really no point for me to stay too..
no one will care, no one will give a damn..
i'll just vanish into thin air..

if i stay, i'll continue to be humiliated, abused, and laughed at..
i'll be used, to satisfy themselves..
whenever i feel like the whole world is against me, i have you to turn to..
do u bare to leave me behind then?

hai hai.. recently quite disappointed with myself.. alot of not very good things happened..

1. about trumpet.. my embouchure is to the side.. but the worst thing is i'm airy.. it's really difficult for me to change.. my teeth is a hindrance.. argh!
   
2. i heard that there would be a test for band la.. like scales and appregios.. i'm dead then..
   
3. i'm not paying attention in class la.. especially math.. i whole-heartedly think it's the teacher's problem.. really la.. last time i not really like math then i like mr phee.. who was my math teacher.. then my math improved greatly and was like one of the top la.. so it's really the teacher's prob.. hai..
   
4. alot of things happened in pa too.. the mobile/portable pa system is like heavier? and bigger? then i drop the speaker la.. not from a great height.. but when i'm going to put down that time ba then it slip.. so really saddened by that incident.. it's like i'm small and like a little boy so it's quite un-imaginable that i can carry that big big thing that is of my height? but i can la.. but cannot for long dist ba.. though seniors really understanding then nv scold.. but i really wonder why i'm in pa.. hmm.. i dun have the qualities of a pa member.. i oso think i'm not quite cut out to be one too.. but i must perservere! sylvia too! jia you! hmm.. to any pa senior reading this.. can ur tell me the reason ur chose me to pa? not that i have a phobia towards pa.. but i really think i'm not cut out to be one.. look at me from head to toe la.. none of it is pa unique feature.. maybe ur found out the other side of me which i dunno! hahax..
   
5. and my hair is long then no time to cut la.. then mrs look catch me.. hmm.. so i cut myself.. another bad impression of me.. :( sadded..
   
6. then i everytime disappoint seniors.. hai.. both band and pa..

sadded..

hai.. today got lots of things to do..

assembly quite okay la.. but xin1 ku3 sylvia le.. cos she had to concentrate on the er xin performance of the opera and project the subtitles.. then we behind talk crap.. xP actually is i do de.. then sylvia say i go carry chairs.. then i go backstage then no need to do le.. so sylvia had to do.. but i think she's fine with it la.. :)

after school still set the equipments for CNY wet weather plan.. siao diao.. then yanlin kept filming me.. then it's project in the canteen.. like a 'live telecast'.. then everyone saw it le.. even the canteen vendors and auntie.. i buy food from them they said i famous le.. appeared in screens.. du diao.. -.-

then homework so much so much.. especially chinese.. hai hai.. we had done 10 yue4 du2 xin1 de2 in like 1 week? which means at least 2 per school day.. hai hai.. what's the use? i would rather ke4 ben3 things la.. or write bi3 ji4.. still left 2-3 now.. hai.. and it's like 10.00++ le lor.. :[

alot of people disturb me today too.. sadded..

i'm the one with the bad feelings.. but u used me to cheer someone up.. pissed diao.. u din even cared about my feelings la.. cannot like that use people de.. it's quite bad and unfair to me.. :'( i was jus wondering.. pa

haven't been blogging lor.. been busy.. with 50th anniversary and lots of proposals.. hai hai..

50th anniversary concert
it was a success for band!! the 1st night was simply great.. though we din did well for the rehearsals.. then trumpet section kana scolded.. hai.. i should have followed ms chan.. stupid me.. how can i follow the drum set? ah! and i pitched the wrong notes during the rehearsal.. maybe the set back actually pushed me forward.. i pia-ed during the performance.. and i was able to reach high A.. good ah? hehe! xP

for the 2nd night, it was okay la.. the band was quite good too.. but not as good as the day before.. i kept tou1 xiao4 -ing.. cos i know alot of sec 1s were there.. i think some of my classmates were there too.. yah.. so that's y ba..

hmm.. i must strive for the best.. whether in pa or trumpet or even studies.. but can i cope.. i sometimes wonder myself..