WHAHAHAHA!

i'm so high now. cos today was teachers day performance and BANDSMEN totally rock the house down! went early to school to help out with PA awhile then headed excitedly to BAND! YEAH! &then we realised chihyun and alena is not there yet lahhs. then its like we suppose to get ready le but they still never appear. i must admit it dampens my mood alot. i was so frantic in finding them. this BLUR SOTONG ALENA lahhs. its like i ran like siao to our where our class is in the hall to find her then suddenly someone call my name then its alena and i totally hurry her and push her to the toilet to change. performance going to start le she still haven come backstage. i still went outside the girls toilet and shouted frantically for her name but no one answered. instead theres this girl who came out looking at me with this wierd and du diao-ed face. heck lahhs. then luckily alena made it in time!

then preparing le lucky got time to pei yang my 'zi-high' feeling. i was like dancing and jumping here and there to make me feel high before starting performance. heart was thumping like mad! i tried to relax. hee. then start le i jus HUO4 CHU QU and dun care of my image liaos. though i know its already destroyed. xP

yupp. then i cannot remember anything. i jus danced my best. all i can remember is the projector kept shining on me and my FAT HEAD WAS PROJECTED AND MAGNIFIED behind. RAHHS. so paiseh. &i did this stupid action of sticking out my tongue when i found out something abit wrong then heard some EVIL laughters from the audience. EVIL~

hahas. think it was damn nice. BAND ROCKS TOTALLY! i simply love it. =D hahas.

after the concert i was like walking around school to band room and going here and there. then met many people and teachers i know. they all say i dance very nice and cute! whahahas. happy happy! =D that TITTY MICHELLE went to condemn me during rehearsals and practises and i thought it was true that i down graded the standard of the other dancers. &i realised today that she was jus gekking sai throughout. everyone said i dance until damn nice except her. but she finally CONFESSED I ROCK! great! hehe. i so want to dance again lahhs.

HUI WEI! i want to experience it again! love it love it.

oh my god!

i'm so uber HIGH!

been practising band dance for teachers day then keep practising non-stop. i'm not a good dancer u know.. i only know how to zi high. jus like ying. xP

k we band performing 1st for teachers day concert then ur ms really HIGH with us if not will leng chang. kk. jus scream like hell. but i think ur see le also will laugh and high lahhs. dun give us a du diao face. =D

hahas. REMEMBER worrs. HIGH with us can liaos. hehheh. we gonna be the best performance for the concert again! wahh~ but i think dance society had always been nice. but theirs is elegant. ours is cute and high lahhs. kk. jiayou. hope i won't forget the dance moves!

i changed my blogskin! whees! think this is nicer. though from same artist. yupp. its now late at night liaos. shall update tomorrow. remember to come back wors!

i seem different.

am i worrying too much?

can i achieve my goal &fulfill the DREAM that i always dreamt about?

sorry if i may respond coldly to your questions and doubts. i can't help but to think. THINK. THINK.

someone once said to me:
' the higher your hopes, the higher your disappointment '

is it the willful thinking of my part? maybe i'm not even there yet. how can i compare myself with the rest when i may jus be a small fry.

yupp. a small fry. let nature take its course bahhs. i shall jus respect whatever it may be.

k lemme tell all of u reader here a little story that happened today.

once upon a time, in a land not so far away, xueqiang entered the classroom happily after home econs class with his package of curry keema. excited to dry his dish cloth and tea towel and apron, he opened the window jus beside him and hang his cloth there. in jus a few minutes or so, xueqiang realised that many ants were coming to the class through the window. he was shocked! but the little ants didn't matter alot to him.

THEN! the thing happened. a WHOLE ARMY OF ANTS came marching with what seems to be rice that they are carrying. it was understood that our class cleanliness wasn't an A, it was somewhere F and there were many cloth lying around in the class. the ARMY OF BIG ANTS carrying 'rice' entered this cloth that was found misplaced near the far end of the window.

IMAGINE having physics classes with colony of ants marching here and there. the scene was jus disgusting and WE CAN'T CONCENTRATE with them jus beside us CREATING THEIR NESTS! after careful observation, we realised that the whatsoever seemingly 'rice' that the ants were carrying were their EGGS! YES, EGGS! and they are building their nest below the misplaced cloth which seemed conducive for them. EWWW.

a better illustration if u can't picture it in ur mind..

THE WHOLE PROCESS:

DISGUSTED LAHHS. in the end this desporado NEO HUI PENG went to destroy the nest. plus the commotion of all of us screaming at the disgusting sight aroused interest from the other guys and they totally squashed the whole nest. EWW. k i admit i drowned them with chingxin's water. and huipeng go snatch my bottle to pour on the ants. RAHH.

this is the ATTACK OF THE ANTS. i hope when i return to school tomorrow i dun get to see the REVENGE OF THE ANTS where they will invade my whole table or invade the whole class.

disgusted lahhs.

mug. mug. mug.

alrights. i'm mugging now. so sians lahhs. theres really no one that i can chat on msn now lohhs. theres something to ponder though. xP

-DEJA VU

k i came across this word. then i think the meaning is either what u predicts becomes reality later OR what u dream becomes reality. yupp. so chim rights. oh hahas. then i was like ranting and all to rachel who was apparently online then it jus came to me that the music project that our group composed 'LIFE IS MEANINGLESS' jus happens to depict and narrate what i'm currently feeling lohhs.

it goes like this bahhs

'LIFE IS MEANINGLESS'

i feel like dying
life is meaningless
it holds nothing for me
the world is black
finding the only way out

i want to get out of this life
to run away from all my fears
to break free
to hide away
away from this forever

the world comes down
so hard on me
leaving behind this misery

hohoho. not its not christmas. hahas. i finished the language arts project powerpoint and i'm so happy cos its damn nice. rachelwwq this slacker dunwan do it well then i see le also bu shuang so decide to do it myself. :D so qiang rights. whahaha.

k class tee's design is out le then so happy cos the logo infront is me and huipeng do de. but theres somebody who is a sexist and whats to claim credit. well shouldn't say who. whahaha. k i'm pia-ing my homework now cos i'm gonna study for my test tmr. no not common test but class test. we dunhave common test bahhs. chao shuang.

hee. i want to go buy my passion fruit red tea. hehe.

and my parents may consider buying me a thumb. WAHH. shuang. i know for those who already have a thumb may think that i too lag liaos but nvm. i dun have to rely on others for their thumb liaos. hahs. great x2. hope monday can go back early then will mug le. no more fun and games but study study. oh no. k wish me luck.

:D byebyes

oh great. i'm back to blogging. i know i'm always not updating and stuffs. &giving a lame excuse like i'm real busy or what going or hiatus is not going to get me going. yupp. but nvm. its my own diary so who cares if no one comes. yupp.

alrights. talk about what happened today bahhs. i was late for duty lahhs! xP paiseh wors. i everytime late on friday de. is cos the bus is so damn lag and the time i reach the mrt station horrs, the train left le. so angry lahhs. then had to take the one with alot of people at je de. then damn squeezy lohhs. k i shall stop complaining.

err. i usually take 100 from commonwealth then today saw wee and talked along the way to school! was quite fun lahhs. :D whees. k then morning assembly rights, heard yangjie dropped the mike. haish. then the mike was like so damn dented lohhs. must have been a BAD drop. i only drop 1 time but not so serious as him bahhs. mus jiayou. (:

Passion starts with PA! oh &coincidentally, those people who kow me well lahhs. should know i everytime buy bubble tea then is passion fruit red tea cos its my fav lohhs. damn nice to drink de! &i was ordering and i dunno thinking about PA bahhs. then i realised that passion fruit red tea got a word passion. hahas. so coincidental lahs. oh mans. whahahahaha. i'm fated(:

k lessons was still sian as usual. math lesson ms or is helpless again. she everytime dunno what to do or stunned at our questions or what then i really ke lian her lohhs. zhang is going so i dun really listen alot now. she nags more. =.= eyes getting droopy lahhs. k then nowadays science lessons keep sleeping lohhs. i dunno y mrs goh nv catch me lehhs. i realise i was apparently showing my cute face with closed eyes right in front of her and she doesn't complain. hahas. shuang. i shall continus sleeping openly and no need to worry about doing it discretely. art lessons mrs chan starts pms-ing again lohhs. she damn scary at times lahs. shes very straightforward. imagine her saying 'shut your crap' and 'lame excuses' and 'u very cheapskate'. ohmy. thats what she says today lohhs. the last one is seldom lahs. the 1st two she always say de.

wah sians. realise got chinese test and math test next week mug mug mug!

trumpets went to eat at je today. FUN lahs. we went to tong tong things in the many machines there. i conclude that we have bad luck. i shall not condemn any items in the machines or else i will get it when i tong tong.

i can't wait for west malaysia trip oh great. shall ask people in 2a-2f i know for advices. hahas. i'm so cham lahs. i din know people chose their rooms le then i have to share room with the leftovers who are people that are kao pei and noob lohhs. nvm. i shall sneak to other peoples room! :D yayayaya~